i used to be this girl , this girl who could do anything. Who, wasn't afraid of getting hurt or pushed around. this girl who could say anything and was oblivious to the teasing. but I'm not her anymore, i don't even know where that girl is, let alone how i was her. I'm this shy loud and hurt little girl who wants to be what everyone else wants her to be. who wants to do what everyone else wants and to be able to do what everyone else does. it doesn't matter if i am different or if its all just a lie, i want to know who i am. this was depressing but releasing to write